My life As A Sayanista Student: Should I give it up now?

                        As I grow up, I realized that many people would change just to fit in. Many people will forget everything about you and what you've done good to them. It is true that once you made a a mistake, many people would notice it easily but not the things you've done and sacrificed for them. I realized that they're just like Chinese Dynasties, they come and they go. (Yeah. Social Studies lesson about Dynasties). There are those who will leave you hanging. But still, you'll be able to find out those who were willing to stay with you through thick and thin.Well, I would like to mention some names just for you to know how much they really mean to me and to my life. To Glenda Marie A. Andaya for being a true best friend, thank you for everything Tipa. And I'm sorry for all the things I've done, thank you for not giving up on me and my childish attitude. I love you Glenda, I know you've sacrificed many things just to stay with me. And for that, I thank you. I can't promise you anything but what I can do is to offer my friendship and my love. I'll always be here for you. Love love love. To Ivana Clarina Gloria, thank you so much ate for being such a good friend and a sister not just to me but to every people you've met. We haven't known each other for a long time yet but  I want you to know that I love you very much and I'll always be here for you no matter what happen. Thank you Ate IC for staying by my side whenever I feel sad or alone. Same goes for you ate IC, all I can do is to fill my responsibilities as a true friend for all the times and my friendship is my best gift that I can offer to you whenever you need a crying shoulder.I would also like to acknowledge my mom, Marifi L. Anastacio, I know you're reading all my drafts and published blogs and it's kinda embarrassing for me because I am not that expressive in personal. I want all my readers to know how much you mean to me mom. You know that. Thank you for everything, thank you because you gave birth to a beautiful child and that's me. To Ma'am Mildred, Ma'am Arlyn, Ma'am April and to Ma'am Louella, I'm sorry if I am so noisy during class hours, I'm sorry if I didn't exert more efforts and I am sorry for the way I act in front of you. I know I'm not the kind of "high-ranking" student but my love for all of you is so high that it almost reached the sky. I know I am lazy but to be honest, whenever I see all of you, I feel so complete because you've inspired me to move on and go along with the storm of life.You guys are the best, I love you to the moon and back. You guys are definitely the best persons I've ever met.
                       Not all things can remain stable as it is. We can't remain as fools for a very long time. Our knowledge should gain more and for us to gain more and improve ourselves, we should do our best. I also realized that if I give up now, I'll lose all of the important things and persons in my life. Studying here on CavSci opened a lot of opportunities and hope for me. I may not be able to express myself in front of the class, but through this blog, I can express myself. I am proud to say that this school can offer so much more to many students like me. Through this institution, I'll be able to learn and enjoy life at the same time.